Memories of our high school days come to us in many forms and from many sources. A photograph, a yellowed newspaper, an old issue of Arizona Highways, the CHS Torch, a song, or some long-neglected souvenir have the power to produce thoughts of those days. For the most part, such memories are images in the mind: mental snapshots, fleeting scenes, specters from the past. There are other memories of life in Tucson, however, that have less to do with thoughts and more with feelings and experiences. They are not images, precisely, but lively and vividly recalled sensations, and through them, for just an instant, we are transported to an earlier time. People speculate about the possibility of time travel. It is possible, not by way of a time machine but from the scent of the desert after a storm or the glow of a sunset.
Nothing brings back the experience of living in the desert with more power and more pleasure than the scent of creosote bushes before a storm, or the fresh, clean smell of the desert after a lightning storm. One whiff and we are transported back in time. Even if we are thousands of miles from the desert, in tree covered landscapes, along the ocean shore, in wind-swept prairies, or in the exhaust-filled air of great cities, just a hint of those scents will return us to the desert. Crush the small leaves of a creosote bush between your fingers, close your eyes, and the journey will begin.
It is impossible to forget the grandeur of a desert sunset. In the summer, late in the afternoon or early evening, monsoon rains whip into Tucson. They are intense but of short duration. As the storms pass, they leave clouds behind creating beautiful sunsets of brilliant reds and yellows, framed by the dark Tucson Mountains and the deep blue or purple of the evening sky. In our memories of those evenings, the silhouettes of Saguaro cactus stand out against the crimson backdrop and the rugged mountains change color with the setting sun. There are sunsets elsewhere in the world, but few equal those of the Southwest desert. When we encounter one, say over the Blue Ridge Mountains of Virginia or elsewhere, the thought always returns: They were more beautiful and magnificent in Tucson!
Arizona is a country of intense sun. Any thought of Tucson, especially before the days of the near ubiquitous air conditioner, brings recollections of the fierce heat of the desert and the burning sensation of the Sun’s rays on exposed skin. Anyone who arrives suddenly, having been sheltered from the heat by the climate controls of a plane, and leaves the air conditioned coolness of the airport, must think that he has entered an oven. The heat is that intense. True, the heat is somewhat moderated in the shade, but it is inescapable unless an air conditioned car or house awaits. Fifty years ago, there were few such opportunities to escape the relentless heat, but we learned to cope with it. Quite effective were the thick adobe walls of houses in those days and the swamp cooler on the roof that made the air in the house cool, moist, and – when the cooler pad was getting old – smell of dead fish. On a summer’s day, you could almost smell the heat, and you could certainly smell the asphalt of the streets as the sun softened the surface of the pavement. The heat on the pavement and in the desert also created mirages of distant pools of water, mirages that fascinated us but that led many early settlers to disappointment and disaster.
Arizona is an arid country. But here and there we found cool waters flowing with a joyful sound from the mountains into pools and streams. Sabino Canyon, Seven Falls, and other spots provided relief from the dry, hot days. For relief closer to home, we enjoyed swimming at Himmel Park – although the smell of chlorine stayed with us for hours afterwards – and lying in the shade of olive and eucalyptus trees that dotted the park. For real relief, however, there was no substitute for a drive to Mount Lemmon. As one progressed mile by mile up the then-narrow and guardrail-less road, the temperature dropped steadily until one had passed from a desert climate and the smell of greasewood and sagebrush to one approaching northern Canada and the resinous air of pine woods!
The desert is hot and dry, but it is not lifeless. There is a kind of music that plays in my mind whenever I recall days spent in the Arizona desert. The constant background sound, primarily in the hottest part of the day, is the loud buzzing of the mating cicada. Punctuating this chorus is the call of the mourning dove, whose repeated cooing, which sounds like someone blowing across the top of an empty Coke bottle, provides the desert’s most familiar sound. If you stand very still and wait patiently, some of the creatures of the desert will show themselves briefly: a cactus wren with a grasshopper in its beak, a long- eared jackrabbit loping across the sand, prairie dogs peeking out from their burrows, long tailed lizards dashing madly abut, splendid chameleons perched on paloverde tree branches, and what seems like a little pile of sand but which, when it moves, proves to be a wonderfully camouflaged and concealed horned toad. Even the dry sand seemed to come to life when the wind created dust devils or blew sagebrush or “tumble weed” across open spaces. The desert is full of life and wondrously beautiful and inviting, but the invitation is a severely qualified one. It is an aggressive wilderness: “Don’t get too close!” it seems to say.
There were other scents that had little to do with the desert. I am speaking of the perfume of broiling meat at Pinnacle Peak Restaurant, or the smell of spicy Mexican food at El Charro and other restaurants. In someone’s backyard, or on picnics up in the canyons of the Santa Catalina Mountains or the Rincons, the smell of hamburgers over an open fire exceeded the pleasure of many a gourmet meal enjoyed years later. And as for the perfect meal, nothing can beat the experience of lunchtime on a construction project in the summer heat of the desert, seated in the shade of an adobe wall, a slight breeze blowing on a sweat-soaked shirt, a thermos of lemonade and a simple sandwich in hand, the cicadas serenading in the background, and mountain peaks against an intense blue over-arching sky. As they say: It doesn’t get much better than that.
There are the memories of persons, places, and things, and there are the memories of feelings and sensations. It’s possible that the latter will remain with us long after the former have dimmed into obscurity.